Sono IO

I want to learn how to keep the good and leave the bad.
Is it difficult!? Yes, it is.
Is it impossible? No, nothing is impossible!

General:
Starting to think about the blog, which, I should not be thinking.
Is it a good thing to own your password? Start to judge myself?

Work/school:
Fall in love with busy, good sign or no?
Having no mood to do the color prove, which I should have finished it for….a week ago…
I may go back to the tenici fino…

Family:
Dad is sick, mum is fine, Osbert is in an enviroment of sweety.
Missing my grandmum and my little puppy_Chunchun!!

Bf-Gf
Life without a boy-fd to hang around, still blank in that part.
Keep thinking about the past, things reminding about LA from Matthew.
Moncia is leaving us for 3 months tomorrow, Juliet is leaving next Monday; EJ and the HK gals are leaving at the end of June; Jane and Alex are leaving on 11th. Sharon is leaving next month, Ana too.
I, am going to stay.
Who is alone?!
Thanks Dif got Matt for me! Love you guys!

Lovely bye bye party yesterday, Ana and I have more than 1 week food = starters, main course, dessert.
Thanks everyone. Hope you guys enjoy the Teriyaki Chicken.

Please wait for the photo, ask Dif about them!!
I have my hair in a funny way and interesting shape. Colored in navy blue. I am going to do the last bleach before London.
Letz see

Love you all!

My wonderful day started with the death of my cell = no alarm = Absence of my morning class.

I then ran to the library thinking I could work for the ”provare di colori” of my final.
Then, I could not because, I just could not.

Afterthat, the charger’s legs did not fit in the library ones. My little apple was dead after 4 hours in the library.

I am in my room now, going on internet.
It does not sound good, yea!?
Anyway, cant’t help. my eyes are so painful….
Taking new shots of my new make up and hair, hahah!!! I got it as blue! And puple color. So happy to play around the color!! on my face!! hhaha!!!

The best do not last long physically but mentally.

Every heartbeat is a gift.
Not my will but thy will be done.
I am not the owner of my life anymore. It is far more than what I can imagine:
”now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” Hewbrews 11.1

Waste nothing but cherish everything.
Faith is to walk a step with my eye close, with no one physically holding your hand.
Is that too hard? Is anything too hard for me?

Stop playing with sin, I am not happy.
If it did not matter you, do not spend your treasure - time on it.

Do not give up what you are given, you have resondsibility on that.
Do not jealous, envy others, it will blind your eyes with what you already have.
Do not let feeling in control, you are the leader of them.
It is all about your choice.

It was my dream, it used to store my dream.
Check out this world by your eyes.
Wishing it will keep up your dream, since it has already had mine.
Fill it up, and, be blessed.

Be still and know, I know whom I have believed.
Do I make the one I love feel ashame on me? In which am I unfaithful? Or am I not strong enough?
Have I not trusting you in every bit?

Gals think about the person right next to her; while boys think about the gal they have had in the past.
Stop falling in love with this world, do not be a fool.

There is always a reason in sorrow which, you learnt and grew up after experienced it.
Have I not order you not to be afraid or worry?

He, who is in the darkness does not know what he is doing; for a little longer…
You better believe while you are in the light.

Be faithful: I am never alone.
It is hard but I have not stop working on it!!
How much it costs to walk in faith? Did I miss any tiny little thing which passed by!?

Concentrate on every bit in life!
Work it out!!!

Oooops, sorry to know that you guys can not leave a msg here, hahah, do not worry, I do emails very quick!! hha

I am working for my final exams…busy and busy and busy.
Today I have finished 48 outfit’s technicals. Hmm….After that is the color prove and the illustration and the presentation. No rest at all. At least one part is done, and I am happy!!

I have to thanks God for taking care about me. Also help me in my request: to love my emeny.
Also, he told me I have to concentrate and cherish every little things on earth he gave me.
No matter it is good or bad, because,
You know, who I am.

I am the treasure of my grandparents,
The most beautiful one of my parents,
The biggest fans of my brother.

I am clumsy I know, but my friends love me.
That is who I am, which is the greatest creature of God, is it not, Jesus?

So, I am enjoying the laughs, feeling I am standing on the top of the world.
I love the tears, proving every part of body is working prefectly well.
(So that I do not need to borrow tears from my friend, which, is quite hard tho…no!?)
I love the sunny as much as the cloudy, as, it will not be the same as the last second.
Every part of my life is FUN! Havn’t you enjoying yours too!?

Glad to think about the past as I have had a past that is worth, spending my time to remembered.
Glad to laugh and cry as I have emotions.
Glad to fall flat on my face, to make big mistakes, as they are just the unique thing that will never happened as the same one!

Is it not so many things to smile towards to?!
Not just the past. You know what I mean!?

London is a pain. I knew it and I am going to cherish it, as, it could be the very last pain.
So, smile to the pain when you are facing.
How can you tell me tomorrow is going to be the same!?

I am always here, loving you.
Supporting you, as you love me too. I know.

Yes, I have been working quite ok this morning!! thanks God!!
hahaha!!!!

I am still waiting for the reply of my ex.bf about the lugguage in his flat…such a little trouble XXX!!!
Please pray for that
Always remember what Yuko, my ex-flatmate told me:
I will not wish you good luck, as we do not need that.
All we need is to work hard.

Let’s work things out!

Love you as always!

My love,
never ever ALLOW the others to hurt you.
Please never ever do that.

I was so stupid that allowing other using my time, allowing others to betray my trust…
Therefore, here I tell you do NEVER EVER do this!
The result is finally coming to YOU: YOU are the one who is going to suffer from that.

I do not mean telling you being selfish. But, do NOT LOVE THE OTHERS MORE THAN YOURSELF.
You can love them AS you love yourself, but NOT MORE!

You have your value on this earth. There is a reason for you to be here. So, please do not harm yourself or let the others do that on you. Do not do stupid things.

Always love you, from me.

Hmm…the beach is cancelled…
coz of Ana’s computer and the printer is too naughty…also the weather…
I am a bit upset by that…

But then, I can keep the record that is, the beach is for my family and me!! hahaha
Not in a good mood…anyway…
Work ba…

I am going to send the 3rd mail to Patrick telling him I am going to the church finally…I hope he was not getting too fed up with me…sorry Patrick…

Hmmmm……..worry about Osbert…and then…so many things…..not in a good mooooood……….
ai, keep on with the tenici now….

A hug and a kiss should do good whenever you are.
Things are getting better, it just need a bit more time tho.

Love the things around you, do not let them passing by too fast, catch them as YOU CAN!
Love you as always.

Can anyone imagine that, someone was working with the MAC and then she felt asleep next to the mac, then, she woke up 2 hours later, around 3.00 in the morning, discovered her make-up was still on the face…without bath…
She then went to the toilet to do a ”fast cleaning” of everything…then, she went on bed…

This is what’s happened this ”earlier” morning, before I woke up at 0700 to arrive the center at 0900 before the ATM stops; staying in school till 1530(working on tecini per disegni); wallked from San babila to Pt. Romala, at least an hour.
Went on metro stopped at Pt. Venezia, walked down until Loreto.

While I though, there was only one way back home = 30 mins on foot; arrivato l’autobus!!!!! Awesome!!!
Watching Minitory Report in Italiano, cleaning my contact lens, having fruits(for dinner coz lazy to coook), typing this dairy with sticky skin…very uncomfortable…

I have to praise God for:
Good weather today,
I’ve got my lovely bikini, with a good price.
I am so tired now, as I did work and walk, I worth a good and long shower and a good sleep before tomorrow’s tenici battel(I have at least 100 tenici need to draw in matita, then in pen, then scan them all in, then…I think it is better not to think too much! anyway…

Love you guys as always, i have to bath and sleep!!!
kizzzzz